woosah...
I never had it easy but then again who had, right? I think everyone has something to be angry about, something to be bitter about simply because bad things happen whether you want it or not, whether you like it or not.
However, I've always felt I've had it worse than others. I don't know. Maybe I like drama. Or maybe I'm unstable. Anyway, I thought if I write about it without being too detailed (haha!) I might be more objective about the situation.
Of course, the main reason for my bitterness are the people around me. I have hung-ups with family, friends, boyfriend and certain individuals in the organization.
Admittedly, I have done a great deal of wrong to these people too. A GREAT DEAL. Some, I have apologized for, some I ignored, some I'm too embarrassed to even acknowledge and some I have already forgotten (hopefully, the other party too. hehe!).
Today, I have decided that it is high time that I let it all go. It seems dramatic I know but, sadly, due to my dwindling budget, this is the best that I can do. I can't afford regular therapy sessions with a psychiatrist. I know because I checked. *sigh
So, I am celebrating the start (hopefully) of my liberation from my psychological and emotional baggage! Yesssssssss! ^_^
And to seal it off, a shout-out to everyone that has done me wrong in the past and the present (the future will be saved for the future): It's okay now. I'm going to be fine. :)
And to everyone that I have wronged: I apologize.
(If I add more, I would be insincere so that's all, forgive me).
As for certain enemies: War is fast approaching. I am facing it with a more positive attitude. ;)
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.